Ups & Downs
Christmas is over. It was fun anticipating it's arrival, the boys had a blast. . . and it's done. I feel like I am slipping into a post holiday sadness and I don't know how to fight it. I've been doing the Beth Moore Study Jesus the One and Only and it's really been a huge blessing and encouragement to me with the current struggles I am dealing with. I like to think of myself as a VIP, which is what Beth Moore refers to as Victor in Progress. I am fighting Satan for a lot of things that he's trying to strip from me. I honestly think I am dealing with some oppression. He attacked me two years ago, trying to kill my self worth, my self esteem and empty me of all I had to offer through the gifts God's given me. He has come back for more but is coming from a different angle and it's tougher this time. I am thankful for God's faithfulness and that He's always with me otherwise, I'd be through. I came to a new reality that Satan is stronger and mo...